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Dec. 28th, 2005 @ 01:08 pm
Christmas was pretty ok this year. Aside from the awkward tension between my dad and everyone else, it was good with few blow ups. Presents were nice. Got some comfy new PJs and a coffee cup among other things. Going to Boston for New Year's.
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Nov. 6th, 2005 @ 09:21 am
I didn't race on Saturday. I should have but after not sculling for two years, the idea of getting into a single was a bit...terrifying. I'm really hoping that I can start rowing in a single this spring. Hopefully I can get Joe to take me out a few times. I'll have to see.

Anyone else going to be in Boston until the 23rd? I have to work until the 23rd, UGH!

Nov. 2nd, 2005 @ 08:29 pm
I am your self preservation tool of happiness.

If only he knew how true it is.

Nov. 2nd, 2005 @ 07:29 pm
I really should update more often.

Really.

I'm super stoked about this Saturday. I'm going to be racing, in a single, at the "Toe" of the Charles. Oh, BU, trying so hard to be cool. Wish me luck. Hopefully no super buff coxswains enter and I sweep the event. Hopefully.

Hanson is coming to AfterHours tomorrow night. I will be there, you can bet on it. Such a blast from the past. They're premiering their "rockumentary", whatever the heck that is. Should be a time.

My feet smell, bad. I mean, wow.

I'm thinking of going unvegan for a while. My doctor wants me to. She says I'm doing it for the wrong reasons and I shouldn't be doing it. I'll have to think about it.

That's about all I have to say now.

Oct. 17th, 2005 @ 01:22 pm
I can't wait for the Head of the Charles. I am so ready.
Other entries
» Arrrrgh.
He slays me. We're supposed to hit the dock at 7:20 yet we never do. Today, it was 7:33. Better than usual. He spends so much time lecturing us on how much time we waste, yet his lectures go on and on and on and waste more time. Like him going on a 2 minute rant about how when there is sand in the tracks it wears down the wheels. All he had to say was, "Don't leave your shoes in the boat. The dirt is bad for the boat." The end. That's all we needed. We didn't need, "You shouldn't ever put your shoes in the boat. Little bits of sand always end up in the tracks. Just one grain on sand can do damage. Think about the wheels going over the piece of sand over and over again. It rips them apart and we have to replace them. Each wheel is like $20. It's not even about the money. It's the fact that we have to take time out to replace them. A wheel will last 4 years, as long as it's not running over sand everyday."

Thanks.

I should have just told my crew to shove. He would have probably lept off the dock and strangled me, but hey, maybe we would have made it back to the dock on time.
» (No Subject)
Dear NU Athletics,
Thanks for losing my information, AGAIN. Yes, I have been on the team for two years and yes you should have a file on me. Why you don't, I have no idea. You suck. You suck hardcore. I mean, REALLY suck. So now I am forced to fill out the paperwork, again. Perhaps three time's the charm.

PS
If I don't get to compete this Saturday because of you, expect a paper bag of flaming shiot to be sitting outside your door.

Sincerely,
Sara
» Everything blows.
Everything is so awful right now.

Crew. I suck at crew. I really do. I don't know what happened. Maybe I've just been doing it for too long. Ugh.

Work. We were making so many strides with J* and now all of a sudden, we're back at square one. My body is literally aching from having to practically wrestle him. I'm afraid I'm going to end up hurting the poor kid but they've been telling me to force him onto his cot at naptime. I feel like he's better off with no interacting with me because I'm just not getting through to him anymore.

Ugh. Right now, life is at a low point. I'm tired all the time, again, and I'm just not in the mood for anything. If I could just sleep in my bed until the end of time, I'd be thrilled. Stupid life.
» 666k
Wow, I don't think I quite realized how hard doing a 6k would be. Ouch. Tessa kicked my butt but I'm happy that I did what I did. I could not have pulled any harder, so that's a plus. Maybe next week I'll take her down...probably not. I'm waiting for Drew's fam. to arrive. We're going to a Red Sox game...ugh. I am so not looking forward to it. We were supposed to go to a Celtics game. That, I could have handled. At least in basketball there is a set time for how long the game is going to be, unless they go into overtime. With baseball though, the darn thing could go on and on and on. I went to a Yankee game a long time ago and it turned out to be the longest major league baseball in the history of major league baseball. I wanted to shoot myself. Hopefully I won't do that tonight.
» Hanson
Who wants in on Hanson this November at Avalon? Anyone, anyone? Come on, you know you used to like them. Admit it you closet freak.
» New Computer
Yeah, it may have been an impulse buy, but I don't care. At the moment, I'm updating this via my dashboard. So hot. Anyways, that's all for now. Ciao.
» Michael Buble - Save The Last Dance For Me
Well you can dance every dance with the guy who gives you the eye. Let him hold you tight and you can smile every smile for the man who held your hand 'neath the pale moonlight but don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arms you're gonna be. So darling, save the last dance for me. Oh, I know that the music's fine like sparkling wine. Go and have your fun. Laugh and sing but while we're apart, don't give your heart to anyone. And don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arms you're gonna be. So darling, save the last dance for me. Baby, don't you know I Love you so. Can you feel it when we touch? I will never, never let you go. I love you, oh so much. You can dance. Go and carry on 'till the night is gone and it's time to go. If he asks if you're all alone, can he walk you home? You must tell him no 'cause don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arms you're gonna be. Save the last dance for me. Oh I know that the music's fine like sparkling wine. Go and have your fun. Laugh and sing but while we're apart, don't give your heart to anyone. And don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arms you're gonna be. So darling, save the last dance for me. So don't forget who's taking you home or in who's arms you're gonna be. So darling, save the last dance for me. Oh baby, won't you save the last dance for me. Ooh, you make a promise that you'll save the last dance for me. Save the last dance. The very last dance for me.
» Ew.
Ew. I went into my bathroom today to wash my face. To my absolute HORROR, I found a cockroach. A real honest to goodness cockroach. I feel so dirty. I went out and bought 4 roach motels/hotels whatever. I've had two nasty bug incounters in the past two days. I am not happy about this.
» Let's Play a Game
Whenever I say, "I'm tired," punch me in the arm.
Whenver I complain, punch me in the arm.

Yes, I am dead serious. Everyone and anyone can play.
» Big Yellow Taxi - Joni Mitchell
Big Yellow Taxi - Joni Mitchell

They paved paradise and put up a parking lot with a pink hotel, a boutique and a swinging hot spot. Don't it always seem to go that you don't know what you've got 'til it's gone? They paved paradise and put up a parking lot. They took all the trees and put them in a tree museum and they charged the people a dollor and a half just to see 'em. Don't it always seem to go that you don't know what you've got 'til it's gone? They paved paradise and put up a parking lot. Hey farmer, farmer! Put away that DDT now. Give me spots on my apples but leave me the birds and the bees. Please! Don't it always seem to go that you don't know what you've got 'til its gone. They paved paradise and put up a parking lot. Late last night I heard the screen door slam and a big yellow taxi took away my old man. Don't it always seem to go that you don't know what you've got 'til it's gone. They paved paradise and put up a parking lot. I said. Don't it always seem to go that you don't know what you've got 'til it's gone? They paved paradise and put up a parking lot. They paved paradise and put upa parking lot. They paved paradise and put up a parking lot. They paved paradise and put up a parking lot.


It sucks how nowadays no one cares about the future. Too many people live for the here and now and don't consider the consequences of their actions.

FUCK YOU if you don't recyle. FUCK YOU if you waste food. FUCK YOU if you dump garbage on the ground because you're too lazy to walk an extra three feet to a garbage can. FUCK YOU if you don't give a damn. FUCK YOU because you're fucking us ALL.

The other day I was biking back from Stop and Shop on Huntington. I was biking in the road because whenever I take the sidewalk, I get growled at by pedestrians. There were two open lanes and this lame SUV was right behind me like up my butt. There was a completely open lane right next to me! Then finally he/she moved over, but not completely into the free lane. He/she came so close to sideswiping me. Thanks buddy! Thanks for polluting the air with your completely unneccesary SUV. You're in the city. Don't worry, a random mountain range is NOT going to suddenly pop up in Copley Square and make you late for work. A small car would get the job done just fine. Better yet, why don't you try getting off your lazy American ass and try walking, or biking, or something. I'm glad gas prices are on the rise. Mayhaps some of us fatass American couch potatoes will get off of our pampered asses and start walking.
» Maybe Not - Cat Power
Maybe Not - Cat Power

There's a dream that I see, I pray it can be. Look cross the land, shake this land. A wish or a command. I dream what I see, you don't kill it. It's free. You're just a man, you get what you can. We all do what we can. So we can do just one more thing. We can all be free. Maybe not in words. Maybe not with a look. But with your mind. Listen to me, don't walk that street. There's always an end to it. Come and be free, you know who I am. We're just living people. We won't have a thing so we got nothing to lose. We can all be free. Maybe not with words. Maybe not with a look. But with your mind. You've got to choose a wish or command. At the turn of the tide, is withering thee. Remember one thing, the dream you can see. Pray to be, shake this land. We all do what we can so we can do just one more thing. We won't have a thing so we've got nothing to lose. We can all be free. Maybe not with words. Maybe not with a look. But with your mind.

But with your mind.
» Fun Times
I went to Axis with 'tree last night. It was a ton of fun. My knees are still sore. I think I know what 'tree means when she says that sometimes, you don't want attention from boys. I would have been fine dancing alone, for at least part of the night. Still, I had a blast. Now, it's time for a nap.
» Trouble Sleeping - The Perishers
Trouble Sleeping - The Perishers


I’m having trouble sleeping. You're jumping in my bed; twisting in my head. Leave me.

I'm having trouble breathing. You're sitting on my chest. I sure could use the rest. Leave me.

It's you. Why's it always you and never me? I've never dared to let my feelings free. Why's it always you and never me? I've never cared too much about honesty.

I'm having trouble sleeping. I'm thinking of what you said, about the tears been shed. Leave me.

It's you. Now and always you but never me. I've never dared to let my feelings free. Why's it always you adn never me? I've never cared too much about honesty.
» Things are ok.
We talked again today. Things are ok. We're going to take a break. It's going to be good for us.
» Well, it's over.
And I've never felt more sick, guilty, sorry, angry, worried, confused, exhausted, torn, dead in my life.

I deserve it all.
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